S.Y.U.K.U.R

This time, I want to feel love like everyone else,

Today, I want to feel the happiness that I did not get like others,

I want to laugh like other people did, like other couples, the peace like everyone else ..

Sometimes I always thought, did they enjoy their life? how does it feel ?? as if it was just me ??

Or is it just me who might feel ungrateful with what I have ???? or am I too hoped ??

I wish there is ESC button that I can press and then choose on whose life I can exchange with ...

Thats why I always ask things that maybe nonsense ?? because I didn't get any of it, thats the reason, maybe?

Often dreamed of living like everyone else, always loved, cared for, pampered, bestnya..teetttt, it's not your life la pulak..just a dreammmmmm...In fact, nothing is perfect in this world,,even me myself  never stopped from doing mistakes .. Its just that, I just stated that what I want, with the hope that one day I also can feel that way...I know, what I ask is merely a request, that it was difficult to make it happend..and I realized I had to stop it,,, right!

s.y.u.k.u.r ...

I should learn to be grateful for what I have and stop being greedy...

stop hurting yourself with the hope of something that is not yours yet...

p/s= everyhing is just a pinjaman okay..so heads up!